at times like this

When I'm feeling extremely frustrated (like the way I am feeling right now) I have to listen to some peaceful music otherwise I will punch someone in the face. For today's frustrations, my stress reliever song is:

Debussy: Suite Bergamasque, L 75 - 3. Claire De Lune - Philippe Entremont
Now that I am listening to Clair de Lune I can explain why I am so frustrated (not that any of you really care, It's just nice to vent).

Today, my father bought me an iPod. Woot woot. When I got home all I wanted to do was upload all of my music and videos on to my iPod. Of course, knowing life, it didn't work. To work the iPod, I need to have windows xp sp3. Which, I didn't think that would be a big deal, just download the program right? Wrong. My stupid computer would not let me download the program. Than I thought "Duh, just update your computer" While updating, I was excited because soon my iPod would work, right? Wrong. My computer won't even update anymore. I am so pissed off. I don't really receive very nice gifts like this often and I have been wanting an iPod for a really long time. I finally get an iPod classic with 120GB and I can't even use it. Hopefully my tech savvy oppa will be able to help me. If not I just have to return the iPod, which I really don't want to do. I don't even want to sell it to anyone, I just want to keep it. I'm so frustrated and sad at the same time. My parents of course aren't helping the cause. My dad asked me if it worked, I said no, he asks questions, I attempt to explain, he gets frustrated because clearly the computer issues are all my fault, I attempt to explain it's not my fault, all he does is yell and mumble on about how I have to much crap on my computer (by the way, I have 220GB of free space on my computer), I tell him he has no idea what he's talking about, he continues on to yell. My mom doesn't really help much either. She looks at me all happy asking if I like my new iPod, I tell her that it's not really working out, her smile disappears and she starts asking why, i'm thinking what's the point of my mom asking if she can't even turn on a computer, i still attempt to explain, she doesn't understand and she yells because I'm such a bad daughter and I can't explain anything to her, I sort of yell back and say that I'm explaining she just doesn't get it, she yells at the top of her lungs that she can't wait until I go to college so that I can't burden her/disappoint her, I'm thinking why is she talking about this when it has nothing to do with my iPod, I sulk off, she yells at me saying I'm stupid for sulking, I go in to my haven (my room) and blast the music. That happened in a matter of minutes. Now that I'm reminiscing the moment, I'm angry again. I really hope that I'm not going to yell at my future daughter like that. I probably will though, I hear my mom say it all the time, it's going to rub off of me. I feel bad for my future daughter. I digress. Going back to the whole iPod situation, I'm going to be positive until my tech savvy oppa tells me that I can not put songs and videos on to my iPod. Until that moment...